小静子心情随笔

I have thought about my future for a long time already.At last, there are two decisions to be chosen--studying Business English in Beijing and then to look for a job again or studying in Japan.

However, i got a job interview call from Mitsui, which is the second biggest company in Japan, last week.It was unbelievable,but i was pretty happy.I didnt remember that i sent my Resume to that company and what post i applied for. Once i put down the phone, i checked the records i applied for on the net. Yeah, i did. It was a big good news for me. So i gotta prepare for the interview.Fortunately, Yan helped me with Japanese introducation and questions a lot, and comb up my mind, though he made me cry saying my atittude was totally wrong.Anyway, i need to thank him a lot.Also, Lin Min helped me revise my English ones.I got a new suit and bag for the interview, and recited all the preparations every day for the whole week.

Today was the time to show up all my preparations.But it was completely different from my expectation.When i got there, the interviewer, a Japanese guy, just asked to do translation work(from English to Chinese and Chinese to Japanese). There were about 5 girls in the meeting room doing it including a very very beautiful girl, who was doing interview, when i got into the room.It was my turn finally.

He just asked me to introduce myself in English, and then i did that confidently.But the problem was that i couldnt understand what he said in english.His English pronunciation was so bad.Well, i did something stupid and funny,which i said a Japanese word when i answered his question in English,because of his bad pronunciation.I just laughed aloud saying sorry in Japanese.My mind messed up at that moment,and even i didnt know what i was saying- English or Japanese.Later, he asked me a question in Japanese,i,however, didnt understand, so i didnt answer it.the Only stuff that made me feel comfortable was that all of them cant speak English except the elder girl,though their Japanese are much better than mine.

I got home in heated Sun in fucking suit.Today is really really hot.I wore the black suit, you know i almost couldnt stand that.Anyway,i didnt care others stared at me on the way there and back.

I've gotten the result probably.I was always thinking i should go to Japan on my way back home.However, i talked with my college classmate,who is studying in Japan now, this afternoon.She said she hated Tokyo and the people there, especially chinese.She regreted moving to Tokyo.She told me how bad behaviors they had there...I begin to question wether i should go to Japan again,after talking with her.

Well, now i think i would better know more and more information about studying in Japan, and then to make a decison.